I usually base my art on whats making me feel a certain way, but for the first time I painted how I’m actually feeling and now I feel so much better.

But then again, I could feel better because Brad  and I talked about a lot and figured everything out.

And honestly, even though he really hurt me; I’m happy for him. I hope she treats him as well as I would have. And I hope he treats her the same. 

Maybe one day, we can be friends again. But for now I should keep my distance. Because he really doesn’t know what hes talking about when he says I wont be a problem….. Any other girl is always a problem, friends or not.